​From Fury to Freedom: Orestes, Embodied Manhood, and the Mystic's Path

​Every man, at some point, feels the chase. Not by literal winged goddesses with snakes for hair, but by a modern equivalent: the relentless, nagging voices of "shoulds," anxieties, and inherited expectations that drive him to the brink of exhaustion. This profound weariness isn't just physical; it's the soul-sickness of living a life that feels dictated by unseen forces.

​This is the central insight Rollo May offers in his seminal work, Man's Search for Himself. May masterfully reinterprets the Greek myth of Orestes not just as an ancient tragedy, but as a timeless blueprint for psychological and spiritual maturation—a journey as relevant to the mystic and the artist as it is to every man seeking his authentic self.

​Using tools of embodiment meditation, Clairvoyance and Clairsentient awareness, and Trance-Channeling/Mediumship, we'll create a unique held space for healing, insight, and clarity together. Learn more about this experience here.

​Join me once a month on the third Sunday for a meditation study group focused on the male experience of psychic energy. Come and go as you please, no commitment.

​​Study Group Payment - Please make payment of $45 for the class before the session. Preferred method is Zelle to (503) 781-2206, or Venmo to @fitzroy-william.

​Finding Our Eumenides: The Path to Embodied Manhood

​The lesson of Orestes, for every man, is that true strength lies not in suppressing inner conflict, but in consciously engaging with it. Our "Furies"—the inherited burdens, the unexamined guilts, the societal pressures—can either drive us mad or, when brought to the altar of conscious awareness (the meditation cushion, the sacred space of a men's group), be transformed into our "Kindly Ones." They become sources of wisdom, grounding, and authentic power, informing our choices rather than dictating them.

​This summer and fall, my monthly men's meditation group is an invitation to this Orestian journey. It's not about escaping the complexities of modern life, but about developing the courage to stand in the middle of them, to face your inner Furies, and to allow the profound silence of presence to act as the wise jury that guides you toward your own embodied, intentional life.

​Learn more about this experience here.